its almost the ending of the year of 2010..

now im here...
hear to christmas song.....
at padungan flat...(my be stewart house)
his mum is putting boney m song....
huhu....its make me miss my family so much....
i miss my mum,my dad,my brothers both of brother n m little brother melvin...

can hear christmas song every where....its a signal said that christmas is coming n year is ending...
Huhu....
Huhu...wuwu...
Every1 wish to make new wish on christmas day....
But for me,my wish nvr change...i hope n i wish my family member is healthy...
N i wish all of them stop argue with each other,live peaceful....
I miss the time went i was kids....all of us nvr separate...eat dinner together,play together..
But now ...no more...no more...

Its 2011 is coming....
What the memory of 2010?
Sweet?bitter?salty?sour??
For me....all.....
Many things that i have did for this year...
Change my working place frm splendour care to jocosa beauty...
Make new fren....meet bck my primary school friend at fb...
Saw friends breack up.....
Family....bla bla bla....
My special boyfriend,the sweetest in my heart love me deeper then b4...hmmm....
N many many many more....

Im keeping bla bla bla n bla bla bla n bla bla...bla....huhu....

thanks god

he might b really for me on this world...he dare nt to smoke infront me this few day...even though i feel weird,but im very happy he do that for me...thanks god....

也许是我不好..

我爱你...我爱你..我爱你...说了再说说了又再说...一直都在说..你还是不相信我...这样的情况下,我应该再傻傻的等吗???情侣间应该互相信任...居然信任已经不在了,这段感情也不会有什么好结果....

你都说是我不好....可能吧....我什么都不能说了...你永远都是对的...坏人让我来当...

我没有信息男孩子时你不相信我...我有的时候你越是火....

你说,有你还不够吗,从这句话我就知道你都是在怀疑我...

我不是你之前的他...我是我..

一个无辜的小男孩你也可以怀疑我跟他有路...这样如果我跟他们出我不就是跟他们上床了吗??

你说我不顾你的感受..从来没有....那我在你眼里什么都不是了....意思都是在说我害到了你...

因为我而伤心..不开心...那我是不是该放手让你开心....我不想再害你....我爱你我不一定要拥有你...

我应该放手....让你抽你爱抽的烟....让你去你爱去的酒吧...让你抱任何你要的女子跳舞...

你会开心好....

虽然要我放下你很难,但我会试的....我会试....我痛苦没关系...事情是我找来....

让我做坏人....我没关系....是我要分开..我先说起....一直都是我不好....

你永远都是对的....

今天2010 年,5月1号...劳动节...也许是最后一次我对你说我是真的爱你....你信不信由你....STEWART THAN 我真的很爱你...我爱你...我爱你..我爱你...我爱你...我爱你...............我....爱....你......

what the hell

OH MY GOD.....what happening lately...why many stuff is keeping coming through me???
Why just give me some days to rest and life peacefully??
I need God....I need God right by now...
I want to having peaceful life....i want it.....
The 'dog" the crazy dog over my house just please stop making trouble for me k???
im fed up with you....
OMG OMG...im getting crazy soon....i dont even dare to back home to sleep...
haiz....what should i do to facing this trouble family??
since im small nothing and never have a good change in it....
Please stop forcing me..im going to kill u soon....
Im going to leaving soon...
my house crazy dog "bong kee kiong" please stop being annoying!!
why cant you please think normally.....why just cant we live peaceful???
you are the old virgin guy you dont have any partner neither friend..maybe u dont like it...but we as a human must be have a friend k...stupid shit