been so long time...

Lalalala....its been so long time i left u alone here my little blogger.... kinda miss u actually... hmmm..... its so many wonderful stuff and terrible thing happen for this few months.. i have broke up with stewart... my love to him is getting lesser... and my love getting stronger with another new boy...kc Chang...35.. now is 9.30pm i still at shop,just finish my facial with a customer (ivy Goh siok hui) boring...but im exhausted...really..exhausted... today is kinda busy day for me....i busy from day till night... felt like i never have time for my own stuff....my time been control... is it true 24 hours a day is not enough to use...lolzz... every day i work till so hard,sometimes it make me feel like is it worth to do so? will my lady boss appreciate with what have i do?? she keep complaining me in this month(MAY 2012) did i do anything wrong..i wonder..i just do what i have do usually... hmmmm...wondering yeah.... this coming june..11/6 will be the second year i have working at Jocosa Beauty...she said will increase my salary...but i never give any hope on it...i scare to get dissapointed...so i just take it as nothing.....treat it as nothing... lalala..bla lbla...bla...thats my working life here... oooppsss...not done yet ya...i have another job beside as beautician,actually im an insurance agent too.....hahazz.... got any problem with saving money you may find me...yuhuu....i got just 1 customer...but i close 3 cases...T.T...too bad...i know u know lo....issshh...sio tiok du tulan.. ok....now talk bout family....still a piece of shit...haha... earn nothing...talk much but get nothing...still sleep at home earning nothing.. still do the same thing for 4 years...OMG..if i got such kind of brain,in this 4 years,i think i get n earn so many already....but too bad thats brain not belong to me... lalalazz...my lover...he is an old man..loso man...but im lucky to have him... he did really love me..care me...just he is a little bit hot temper...and a kind that rushing... he cant wait u to explain finish just talk then he beh tahan want to say and shout to u... and he very fast then get misunderstand with what i say... coz my explaination poor too....huhu...but anyway i still love him so...just i still cant use to take care his daughter...im tired everyday...just hope to sleep and rest well...but no one know.... they though i rest for a night then enough...but its not for me...coz i never rest..even i sleep... my brain never rest,my body my muscle never stop working...im exhausted... but no matter how im lucky that i have him to love me.....sayang me after im back work...thanks God

my world messy world

what happen to me n him?cnt be cure anymore!?我很不舍。。我是爱他的。。但为何要这样对我?冷淡...是不是意思是说我们都是不爱对方了...我试着不要去想但是还是不能

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arrgh.....

我做工做到很累啊!

都没有人会了解！

他也一样！

我说自己累他就说自己更累!

什么嘛!有好休息，有好迟醒,却还要跟人家比!

如果做到像我这样他不就自杀就好咯...

他不会明白我的苦!讨厌啊!:!

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